colorblind

by starsick

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02:07
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03:37

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released April 7, 2017

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starsick Richmond, Virginia

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Track Name: red
i want to release my control, be owned entirely
i want to be owned again, i wanna come on command
i have my leash in my own mouth
and i'm pacing around
in circles, cycles,
agitated,
i have my wrists in my own hands
wringing desperate for someone's grasp

i'm dead weight now
craving to be wrapped around someones ankles
hanging on like a child under step

red is here
red is here
red is here
red is here and heavy with whoring
red made the little one cry when it took photos of roses

being shouted at all night through wooden doors and mental walls
of resentment, of spite
Track Name: green
don't touch me
i am my own home,
i own my body

i am protected
i am covered head to toe,
hidden to be left alone

guilty girl in a green dress
crying in the grass
tears well up in me, i'm empty
you say "im sorry, i'm really sorry..."

disconnected, i'm not here
whisper our words
quiet
like it doesn't feel quite right
this doesn't feel quite right

don't touch me
i own my body
but i lend it to you for free
put me on my knees, but it hurts too much when you kiss me